Walking through the Shadowland…

You may know that my first book was The Flight of the Griffin. Once I had written it I spent a whole bunch of time trying to get an agent to represent me, I wanted to keep on writing not spend all my time pitching publishers - it was a learning experience I shall never forget.

I sent out loads of letters and manuscripts and eventually got a response from a London agent who had read my book, loved it, and wanted to represent me, great!

After a couple of months she had The Flight of the Griffin in a virtual auction between two big US publishers. We were talking film rights, county rights, everything, it was a very exciting time for me and I was sure I was going to be the next J.K.Rowling! ...but then both publishers dropped away, and the only reason the agent could pass on, was that there were too many Young Adult fantasy books with magic in – they were looking for something different.

I’m sure you can imagine, I was really rather depressed for some time. I dumped the agent and sat staring at another blank screen.

An idea came to me of an old man telling a story in an old Inn. It amused me that it was on midwinter’s eve, cold and wet outside and snug and warm beside the fire inside. I gave my storyteller the name Usher Vance. I still have no idea where the name came from but it certainly influenced the story.

Usher starts telling his story and, to be honest… once I had set the scene it was sounding a bit lame... aaahhhh!… so I interrupted him with an old friend coming in who pushes him into telling his real story, much better, about when they were kids and had to hide from wolves.

The real guts of the story didn’t make itself apparent to me until the time that it really makes itself know to you, the reader, I had no idea where it came from, I was just watching and writing.

The time Usher was telling about was in the dark ages of Britain. The Romans were on their way out, Saxon longships were already invading and there were some nasty Picts from the north of Britain that were raiding down into the southern tribes.

About the time they meet Meryn, the archer, I finally realised what story I was writing, and began to read all the books on a certain legend and the life and times of the Celts around 350AD. When you write about these times, people tend to write a bad review if you get a fact or two wrong, so I had to know my stuff. For instance, I started telling that there were chickens outside Meryn’s roundhouse, but then thought about it and then had to ask, ‘were there actually chickens in Britain at this time?’ After some reading, I discovered that it was the Romans who had brought them, so Meryn could keep his chickens.

Shadowland started out as Historical Fiction because of the slap from the publishers, however, you’ll discover that it certainly ends with a genre of Historical Fantasy, after all, there are druids and druids were, and I’m sure still are, fantastical people.

Incidentally, there are several clues to the final twists in the story, look out for what you may feel just don’t sound right with our storyteller….

I hope you enjoy Shadowland. For now, why don’t you read the Prologue, but remember, that the story that Usher starts to tell is certainly not the one you end up hearing…


Prologue – The Storyteller

‘My name is Usher Vance, and mine has been a long and interesting life, or so I’ve been told before in company such as this.’ Brushing back a long strand of silver-grey hair, the old man gazed about at the small audience of expectant faces and settled himself more comfortably into the familiar leather chair. Over the years, he had come to regard the chair as his own and, like an old friend, was all too aware of its weaknesses and strengths. It creaked and sagged and he responded in a similar fashion, rearranging his somewhat considerable bulk as he fumbled for pipe and tobacco. His fingers began charging the clay bowl with motion requiring little thought and he smiled, relishing the delight of spinning yet another tale.

‘I have lived more years than I can remember.’ He leaned forward to better study a few of his nearest listeners. ‘Probably more than the sum of all your years combined. Kings have called me friend and heathen warriors have sworn to burn the flesh from my bones, vowing to search all seven halls of Hell to find me.’   

Several of the younger villagers in the room fidgeted and cast about for the reassuring sight of a parent or friend, but most simply stared at the old man with eager expressions, impatient for the tale, any tale, to begin.

As the summer had turned to autumn and, more recently, as the first cold days settled a wintry grip upon the land, the villagers had gossiped and speculated upon the subject of Usher’s story for this year.

The night of midwinter’s eve was a special night in the village and the event was celebrated with feasting, dancing, and one of Usher Vance’s stories for as many years as anyone could remember. For most of the year, the old man kept to himself and was reluctant to part with any of his tales. Tales that when finally offered, were told as episodes of his life, although this was rarely held to be true amongst the villagers. Each year, after clearing the remains of the meal from the long communal table, they would drift towards the huge fireplace, each finding his own place on the assortment of mismatched chairs and benches, but leaving the old stuffed leather chair ready for the storyteller.

The clay pipe glowed as the storyteller drew heavily upon it, building the heat as he slowly built the atmosphere within the room.  At last, content that the pipe was good and lit, he blew out a long blue cloud of smoke, threw the taper into the fire, and pointed the stem towards several of the closest faces.

‘I see some of our younger friends gathered here tonight, and as long as they care not for troubled sleep in the weeks to come, then a story I shall tell…but what part of this life shall I lay before you?’ He sat back and sighed, bushy white eyebrows coming together in a thoughtful frown. ‘A tale of treasure and treachery, or love and war, what shall it be? So many years I have lived and so many things I have seen. Yet we only have these hours of darkness this midwinter’s eve, only enough time to fill the night with one true tale.’ He pulled on his pipe once more, and then reached over to lift a leather tankard to his lips. The villagers watched silently as the old man drank, heedless of the ale that escaped to run through his beard onto his stained waistcoat. Wiping his mouth upon his sleeve, he gazed about and judged it was almost time to begin; he was almost ready to cast the spell of a master storyteller.

The innkeeper stepped forward and set another log upon the fire, the flames crackled and spat, drawing everyone’s attention for a moment. A curl of smoke wafted out, escaping the confines of the chimney and filled the air with a sweet rich scent as the fire continued to crackle angrily. To minds freshly laid open, ready for a tale, it was as if a wild animal had been thrown a hunk of meat and was devouring it hungrily before them.

‘I think I now have something in mind,’ broke in the storyteller, reclaiming his audience. ‘A tale I have that has been some time coming. Tis a tale of battle and of love, of rescue…and betrayal. So please, make yourselves comfortable and we can begin.’

‘Once, when I was considerably younger than I am now, I met a king upon a hill. I knew him at once to be a king by the finery of his clothes and by his horse that was as white as the purest snow and as spirited as…’ A sound broke the concentration of the room and the storyteller stopped and stared back towards the door. The latch was rattling as someone tried unsuccessfully to gain entrance; a murmur filled the room as the villagers bemoaned the untimely interruption. The sound continued and the grumbling quickly became calls for someone to aid the intruder so the storyteller could continue.

Muttering incoherently, the innkeeper tugged back the heavy curtain that covered the door, keeping at bay all but the most insistent of drafts, and the audience turned once more to Usher Vance who had taken the opportunity to drain his leather mug. He passed it over, and then smiled in thanks as a serving girl exchanged it for a fresh one. After taking a sip, he readied himself to continue.

The sound of the door opening and someone being invited in was accompanied by a gust of frigid air that chased about the room; however, it was all but lost on the audience as they settled once more, eager for the tale to go on. The door slammed and the heavy wooden bolts were drawn back into place, hopefully as a barrier to any further disturbance.

Usher Vance cleared his throat and continued. ‘It was a fine day as I recall, with a sky of the deepest blue and a mere dusting of high cloud to offer some contrast to its perfection. The sun shone down upon us, as if it were a light cast from the heavens above, purely to illuminate the splendour of this king and his noble mount. The rest of the king’s party were some distance away. He must have ridden to the top of the hill alone to take in the view and was clearly as startled to see me, as I was to see him.  I remember bowing low while the king attempted with little success to control his dancing horse, its nostrils flaring in agitation at finding me enjoying the beauty of the day, clearly both king and horse had thought, until I had disturbed them, that they were alone.

‘Good day to you, sire,’ I said, gazing up into a pair of icy blue eyes. ‘My name is Usher Vance and I apologise for the fright I brought upon your horse.’

Before he could continue, a soft dry voice broke the spell of the tale, cutting into the concentration of the audience and causing Usher to falter.

‘Still spouting stories of utter rubbish then, are you, Usher?’

The storyteller cast about the shadows, trying to see who had disturbed him. As he did, several in his audience spoke up, encouraging him to ignore the interruption and continue, while others hissed into the gloom in search of the unwelcome speaker. Somewhat unsettled, but seeing his audience still keen, Usher Vance drew upon his pipe and readied himself to go on, but the voice returned at the moment he opened his mouth.

‘He makes them up, and for some reason, keeps the real history of his life a closely guarded secret. Do you think he has a greater story that he chooses to hide?’

A frown creased Usher's face as he sought out the heckler. Everyone had turned towards the door and as Usher looked over, he felt the first low feelings of a strange foreboding enter into the pit of his stomach. In the fireplace, another log burnt through and settled causing flames to leap up, brightening the faces of the villagers and revealing for the first time a stooped figure by the door.

The stranger, leaning heavily upon a thick staff, was cloaked from head to foot in a dark material that glistened with droplets of rain, freshly brought in from the cold winter’s night.

‘Why don’t you tell them a real story, Usher? Why don’t you tell them who Usher Vance really is, and where he came from, instead of prattling on like some old fool with no life worth the telling of?’ The stranger took a step forward and, raising a cold white hand, drew the hood from his head. There were several drawn breaths and a whisper of speculation from the villagers as they watched this unexpected drama unfold before them.

The stranger pulled his eyes from Usher and gazed about him. ‘You have a personality of sorts before you, but not the one you thought you had.’ Usher felt the blood drain from his face as the shock of recognition crept upon him. He felt the clay pipe drop from his mouth but was only vaguely aware of the sound it made as it connected with the stone floor, breaking in two with the slightest of clinks.

‘No welcome, Usher?’ The stranger moved over to crouch down at the storyteller's feet. ‘I have made a long and terrible journey to find you, old friend, one I shall reveal another time. For now though, I beg you tell us a real story, Usher Vance, not one of your fancies. Why not tell of how two boys chanced upon some wolves and saw the world they knew come to its end. Talk to us, Usher Vance. It’s been so many years and my memories have all but deserted me.’

It took some moments while Usher considered the sparse white hair and the mottled, almost grey skin as the dancing flames of the fire revealed the stranger’s features. Finally, it was the eyes, they spoke to him of another time and another person; they still blazed with an intensity that he had almost forgotten. Sighing, as he collected his wits from where they had deserted him to the furthest corners of his mind, he addressed the visitor.

‘Good evening, Calvador. Forgive me for being somewhat bewildered; recognition was a little hard in coming after all these years. You always did like to make an entrance, didn’t you?’ He glanced around at the expectant faces and smiled as he accepted another clay pipe. Reaching out, he squeezed the shoulder of the kneeling figure and stared down into his cold, almost yellow eyes. ‘It’s good to see you, old friend. Will you stay to hear an old man’s story?’

‘I will stay to hear your story, Usher Vance, but the story is of two old men, not one. Two old men that were once boys, forced to grow up far too quickly, and I would also appreciate a chair and a mug of something warming, if that is not too much to ask.’

As one of the villagers helped him up into a chair by the fire, the innkeeper fetched mulled wine and a bowl of broth. ‘Please begin, Usher. I hunger for memories of times past.’ Accepting the broth, he blew steam from its surface before taking a tentative sip. After a moment, he looked up. ‘It has been a long time since I tasted anything quite so good, thank you.’ The innkeeper nodded and resumed his seat.

Seeing the room was at last settled, Usher gathered himself once more; ready to begin a tale he had not prepared, yet surely knew better than any other. ‘My name is Usher Vance and this... this is my friend, Calvador Craen.’ The old storyteller gazed at the small audience of expectant faces and then settled back. ‘We have both lived long and somewhat interesting lives, a little of which I shall try to recall for you now.’ He drew upon his newly lit pipe and nodded in appreciation. ‘Between us we are very likely to be far older than you may think. Let me start at the beginning… at the end of a beautiful day… many, many years ago.’



"Shadowland is an excellent novel and in my opinion suitable for all ages, though intentionally aimed more for younger readers. Its author, C.M.Gray, combines a lot of well researched and accurate factual history, social and political, beautifully melded with the enduring legends of Britain in it's Dark Ages. A time when the Romans with their organised, controlling administration left Britain without notice to remaining Britons, tribal peoples such as the Iceni, to govern themselves and where warlike tribes, for example the Picts from Scotland, and Saxon invaders who took opportunities to gain land by destruction and conquer of its indigenous tribes. This story is a precursor to the Arthurian Legends. ...." Goodreads, Carol, February 05, 2013

"GREAT BOOK: I have never been more unexpectedly surprised by an author. Gary knows exactly how to keep me enthralled in his books...Shadowland is purely mesmerizing. A book with a little bit of everything in it-- romance, suspense, friendship, and immortality--all meshed together to create a mind-blowing combination.
Gray surpassed all my expectations. When I reached the last page of this one, all I could say was `wow!' He writes with intensity and a passion, his words weaving perfectly together to create an overwhelming experience for the senses and the heart. I highly recommend this book by C.M. Gray." By MaryAnn "MaryAnn", Amazon Customer Reviews, September 18, 2013

"This book is a sleeperThis book was a real surprise; I hadn't realized just what it was I had started. It was interesting, two boys unhomed, searching for a captured sister. But it keeps getting more and more tense, and then WHAM, you're thrust into this prearthurian legend! I really did not see that coming. I loved this book; the tension builds just right, the characters are very well-developed, and here's a lot of history slipped in, so you learn something in spite of yourself. I'll be retreading this one, and I'll go back and find anything else the writer has done. Bravo!" By Marie Alexander (Oklahoma city,  USA),  Amazon Customer ReviewsAugust 28, 2013

"Very engaging, hard to put down: I'm a sucker for Merlin stories, but I bought this book for my Kindle and then didn't get around to reading it right away. I forgot what it was about, and was pleasantly surprised as the author gradually rolled out the story of Merlin and Uther. It comes out in bits and pieces, not all at once. Gray is a great story teller."
By Patricia L. Powell (IA United States),   Amazon Customer ReviewsAugust 14, 2013

"Well Done!: Shadowland was a well-written book that I enjoyed very much. When discussing things Arthurian, it's easy to say the author missed this or that, or that something could have been handled better than it was. I say this work is the essence of the Arthurian legends, adding yet another perspective to a story that's been around for a thousand years or more. I was never happy with the treatment given Uther in the other stories and this one makes up for that. All in all, I would most assuredly recommend this book to anyone who loves a good story well told", by Ray,  Amazon Customer ReviewsAugust 9, 2013

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Paperback, 1st edition, 289 pages
Published June 26th 2008 by
ISBN 140920801X (ISBN13: 9781409208013)
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